Where I See God
Journal #24: Connection
“I will walk about in freedom, for I have sought out your precepts.” Psalm 119:45
With the school year schedule off, I’ve had plenty of time to process thoughts. Summer has created a much needed slower pace for our family. Dinners have been later, as evening meetings are minimal; family activities have increased with game nights, movie nights, and just sit around the table to talk nights.
However, there is one area I don’t want to slow down. My time with God. While I totally enjoy the extra time with my family, I’ve noticed that I’m not very peaceful when I leave God out. Spending God time has to be a priority in my life. It is through this time with God I’ve learned some valuable lessons.
A number of faith pieces have come together in my life puzzle this summer. Pieces like a new understanding of trust, plus being able to see how God goes before me to prepare routes each day. I’m experiencing peace like I have never experienced before. More now than ever I’m seeking obedience with my Heavenly Father. It’s refreshing. Deep breaths are coming more naturally. Joy is growing fruit deep within.
Truthfully, I’m not desiring to go back to the way things were when school starts back. Curiosity of “Is this peace possible during the school year?” brings hope of living differently.
For that to be a reality though, I know there are things I’m going to have to give up. This doesn’t mean becoming lazy, like some summer days imply; instead it will require truly evaluating everything I take on by asking God for discernment. Outside of my work what activities are most beneficial in serving God, my family, and my community? Where am I needed, most effective, and joyful? Through listening, waiting and searching for God’s answers a unique connection is being formed.
I’m seeing God in connection. Connection flowing through work and living spaces. Connection in God’s word, in prayer, in relationships with friends and family, as well as in moments of slowing down to seek Him. Fast paced living may be necessary from time to time, but connection doesn’t thrive in that pace. Nor does freedom. Nor does joy.
That’s the largest piece of my puzzle. Finding out that as my connection with God increases, my freedom does, too. As does my joy.